Okay, I’m home! That’s the good thing. Bad thing is my shoulder hurts like crazy, but that’s okay! Everything’s great:) No complications, no fever, no open surgery, no mean nurses! It’s all good. So, what did I learn? Well, I wasn’t scared at all until a week before…then I started thinking about them cutting into my stomach…okay, getting a little nervous, but not too bad. The two nights before my surgery I did cry a little and I was getting pretty freaked out but then, as I was lying there, I began thinking about what I was scared of and why? I mean, it’s not like there wasn’t someone there the entire time watching me. Not only that, He loves me! I mean, he wasn’t going to let anything happen to me, and even if He did it would only be for my good and because He loves me!
At the hospital I was still feeling nervous and right before I went “under the knife” (as dad says), Mom asked Dad to pray. I was having a hard time focusing until I heard Dad say the words, “Lord, we know she is in Your hands.” Then it really hit me, I was in the safest place that anyone could ever, has ever, or will ever be! I am loved by the Creator of the universe and I am in His hands! I know I am being very redundant but I can’t get over it! After Dad prayed I felt completely safe. I knew that God had a reason for all of this and not only was it for my good, it was for His glory!
So, I am really glad that all of this happened because, not only am I going to feel SO much better, I was also reminded of a very important truth. When we really take the time to think about it, we have a totally amazing God! We really need to thank him everyday for everything He does for us!
Sarah
